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I’m a Nazi hunter but I’m still haunted by my time in a camp

In an extract from ‘The Survivor’, the author describes his time as an inmate at Plaszow and his later return to visit the site

August 24, 2023 14:53
PLASZOW-German concentration camp near Krakow PL
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When we speak about the Holocaust we refer to millions of victims, but the numbers are almost too big to comprehend.

Each of those fatalities had a name, a place and a life, however short and cruelly curtailed. There is no reminder or confirmation of what happened to my aunt, uncle and cousins apart from these words. They were just another family, thrown into an unmarked grave in a desolate field. Another group of victims denied the respect of remembrance.

Death, I learned quickly, offered no protection from the inhumanity of our oppressors, who decided to build an Arbeitslager, a slave labour camp, in Plaszow, a southern suburb of Krakow, on the site of two Jewish cemeteries. Jerozolimska was the oldest, having been established in 1887. The second was barely ten years old, and had a beautiful Ohel, a form of tomb built in the Byzantine style.

The Nazis were not content with taunting and killing the living. They refused to let the dead rest. Dozens of us were ordered to line up behind huge earth movers, which levelled the headstones and gouged out the graves. It was my job to shovel up remains — bones, skulls, teeth and scraps of humanity — into a wheelbarrow pushed by someone who ran along to my left. Everything had to be done at speed; we were shouted at, whipped across the back and shoulders, and threatened with being shot if we paused or stopped. The disturbed bodies, or what was left of them, were dumped into a hastily dug hole and covered with earth. The sights and smells of such desecration were revolting, and our ears rang with constant abuse, but we were learning not to think, never to question or register emotion.