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They're playing Nazis in my grandparents' Polish homeland

An author finds himself on a film set during a pilgrimage to Silesia

June 22, 2023 13:36
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Nearly half a biblical three score years and ten separate my two visits to Poland. For someone with two Polish grandparents, and therefore a legitimate claim to a Polish passport, this is a bit shameful.

The first time, in 1990, the Iron Curtain had barely come down; one felt that one could still smell the lingering exhaust fumes of the last departing Soviet tanks.

Patches of colour, like desert flowers after rain, were sprouting in Warsaw and Krakow; these were advertising hoardings for stuff no one really needed, but who was I to be a curmudgeon about things the people had been deprived of for so long?

There were enough lingering effects of communism. The flat I stayed in during my time in Warsaw — modern but tiny, and two generations save one son had vacated the premises so I could have a room — was in one of those suburban areas where, I was plausibly assured, I was not to stray from without native company, because I’d never find my way back; the blocks were so identical that not even a cab driver could tell them apart.

But in Krakow I saw, as if in a dream, through the dusty window of a bungalow in a blasted part of town (war damage? Rebuilding?

General ruin? It was hard to tell), an ancient Charedi man, walking through his living room like a ghost.