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The awkward questions to ask on Yom Kippur

October 2, 2014 13:09
Jonah is tossed out of the boat to quell the storm

ByRabbi Jeremy Lawrence, Rabbi Jeremy Lawrence

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As we head into 5775, it's hard to escape the jarring dissonance between the language of our Yomtov prayers and the news coverage of our daily lives. We pray to a God of love and compassion, who shows mercy to the generations of those who are faithful.

Over Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur we intone the beautiful Unetaneh Tokef prayer, where God judges us with individual concern and righteousness and thereupon determines who shall live and who shall die and how. However, as we reflect on the year that has passed, we remember the horrendous atrocities perpetrated against innocent Jewish targets around the world; we shudder at the savage fortnightly videos of beheadings of hostage journalists and aid workers in the self-proclaimed Caliphate. We recoil at the kidnappings of schoolgirls in Nigeria.

Even our scriptural readings over the Yamim Noraim project a harsh side of religious living. On Rosh Hashanah, God endorses the exile of Hagar and Ishmael at Sarah's behest. God instructs Abraham to prepare Isaac for sacrifice. On Yom Kippur, the sailors on Jonah's ship are imperilled on his account and the entire people of Nineveh, alongside their livestock, are threatened with punitive destruction.

Succumbing to dissonance-engendered doubts will deceive us into imagining that our own actions, whether good or bad, are of marginal consequence in the grand scheme of things. Does God really care about my confusion of milky and meaty crockery when millions are suffering from famine and drought? What is the value of my kitchen-scale confession and contrition as against the tyrants who squander relief aid money on armaments and labyrinthine tunnels of destruction? Not only do I believe that these awkward questions ought to be asked, I believe the grappling with our prayers of compassion and redemption on the one hand, and the realities of our daily living on the other, are truly germane to our meaningful fulfilment of Yom Kippur.